Matt Attack!

I can’t ever forget you.

I’m scared to wake up some day and know you’ve moved on from me.

Whether you think you can or not, I’m still afraid.

I love you. I really, really , really do. Please know you can talk Ti me if you’re up or you justnee

I just want to be by myself and be safe.

Everything that’s supposed to feel right feels wrong.
Everything that’s supposed to feel good doesn’t, and
I’m lost, voices telling me to
move forward but
their progress feels, for me, foreign and wrong. I don’t know what to do. 

I wanted to be happy today.